Crazy crazy, baby I go crazy

Sometimes all we need is a little craziness in our lives.

A person who you would do entirely stupid and crazy things for.

Someone you think of everyday or pretty damn often.

A person you were willing to go to the ends of the earth of whatever damn city you are in at the moment.

Someone you long to hold in your arms stare into their eyes, and let them know you’re in love.. with them.

A person who makes you do things-that-if-your-friends-asked-you-to-do-it-you-would-say-go-fuck-a-tree and kick them in the ass.

Someone who makes your heart beat faster just by smiling. Crazy, no?

You may be thinking, Bryan, after 21 days of no updates, you give us this shit? But well hahaha. Sorry. Lack of inspiration to update, and was just thinking about this.

Unfortunately for me this craziness inspiring person is out of my reach. But I wish all of you the best in finding yours.

Until another brilliant heart-racing inspiring tale of heroism and courage or piece of literacy gets lost and finds itself in my mad cow disease wrecked brain, laters.

An Angel called Hope.

I am in some kinda three day’s grace mania right now.

Life defining humbuggy.

I cannot remember who said this, but.. it went something along the lines of

“You only have several life-defining moments. The path you take at this point will determine who you are for life. Once your path is chosen there is no turning back.”

If it was a friend, wow you are some really good philosopherer. If it was from a book, well shit! I can quote books now! Well. Deviating abit.

Point is, we all make shit decisions sometimes. I know I’ve made a few in my life. But were these life-defining? Would this make me a better/shitter person in my later life? Some believe that these kind of things are bullshit, and what you want to be in the future is all in your hands. But I believe that some decisions can cost you dearly and you will live to regret them.

But why bother regretting? Regretting in some kind of funny order (only on Mondays Wednesdays and only at night!) isn’t going to grant you time-space bending abilities. (YATTA!) or teleportation for that matter. No point regretting if you really couldn’t do shit about what you’ve already done anyway. ooo.. paradoxical. So I say. Fuck what you did before! Think of what you’re going to do next! Like what’s for lunch. And how the fuck am I going to study microbiology in a week. But well we live with it and we adapt.

Carpe diem!

While my Guitar/Ukelele weeps..

Holy-shit-istic guitar and ukelele playing by Tommy Emmanuel and Jake Shimabukuro. Gotta love the harmonising between the two instruments. Maigod I can’t see his fingers.

Hands held high

For a leader so nervous
in unobvious ways
Stuttering and mumbling
for nightly news to replay
and the rest of the world
watching at the end of the day
in the living room laughing
like what did he say?

With hands held high
into a sky so blue
the ocean opens up
to swallow you.

Forgetting: all the hurt inside you’ve learnt to hide so well.

Title: from Linkin Park’s Leave Out All The Rest. One of my faves from their new album Minutes to Midnight.

 

 

Anyway, its been awhile. Been trying to study and as usual nothing ever works when you want to do something. 2 weeks to go to exams!

Today we had my cousin, his mom, and her friends family over for dinner. To start things off we played some absolutely-cool game. We all layed on our backs and passed a huge ass pilates ball while moving around. Basically,

And as from my very detailed and very understandable shit diagram, we can see how very fun it is. A great game to play with your cousins and 6 year olds! I shall call it the Melbourne-University-Game (MUG). So if you’re from Melbourne Uni and you dont know how to play this game you dont deserve to go to Melb Uni. Hahaha ok maybe not.

Had dinner. Nasi lemak. Good stuff.

Me and my sis, Nick, Paul and his sis, then decided to go to to the playground right next door. We swung Nick round on the.. god knows what the hell they call the thing in the playground, where you go round and round. Laughed our asses off, and Nick ended up almost throwing up and practically walked in circles for about 5 minutes after that fun exercise. I actually recorded it on Nicks phone so I’ll post it up soon hahaha. If that retard actually lets me destroy his reputation with it.

Highlight of the night was either:
a) 5 of us standing around a roundabout looking suss and with our hoodies down, staring at any car that went past.
*stares at guy in Merz*
Guy in Merz: Hey kids get off the fucking acid!

b) Paul knocking on some 80 year old’s door then running off. The old guy was watching Simpsons, just so you know. So he’s cool. Therefore old guy we choose you.
*Old guy watching Simpsons swings his walking stick*

Quote of the day: (after running away from simpsons-old-guy)

Paul: We’re university students.

Ah. Living back to the times of our heyday.

Now playing.

She Says
» Howie Day

Sweet is the sight
Of her room
Window opened by candlelight
Cold winter on the shore
Chills the dress she wore
It’s on the floor
Still it feels so warm tonight

And that’s why I’m wondering why
You had to tell me
What’s going on in your head
What’s wrong
Come around to another time when you
Don’t have to run

And when she says she wants somebody else
I hope you know that’s she doesn’t mean you
And when she breaks down and makes a sound
You’ll never hear her the way that I do
And when she says she wants someone to love
I hope you know that she doesn’t mean you
And when she breaks down and lets you down
I hope you know that she doesn’t mean you

Swing her into flight
Over her hills at twilight
I guess that’s right now
While we’re here
Tell me why it’s so funny
That you’re so funny
When you’re mad
You’re always so mad

[Chorus]